As I sat here in Starbucks PBD, I thought to myself, why the fuck is it so dark outside?! Then I realised I didn't take off my shades ^_^;; Sorry, for the abrupt randomness. I feel really gay doing blogs, sometime I thought to myself, why the hell did I even try?? But then again, theres only so much people that can take my ramblings, bitchings and my, as you can probably guessed, randomness.
I have so much to say, but I'm kinda STUFFED with speghetti carbonara @ Delicious. And god damn, when they say creamy, THEY MEANT CREAMY AS SHIT!
Here's what got me thinking... (aside the fact that I feel like I want to throw up), most people start writing blogs as their life started to get... I don't know how to say better than... FUCKED. I mean, my life is not that bad now. Well, my ex did left me after he's like... done. I've been skipping class ALOT and its only the 5th week of the sem. My assignments are PILING up (god bless procrastination), if I'm not mistaken, I have a presentation due somewhen next week, I'm missing somebody I shouldn't even miss in the first place. I lost my touchNgo which has like a hundred bucks in it and I think I'm loosing some people in my life. OMFG, MY LIFE IS FUCKED!
Its okay... It'll be settled one by one anyways... See how optimistic I am? Which only leaves me in a messier position in anyways. Aih...
<~~~ Thats how I feel what love can do to you sometimes. Either it brings you joy or pain along the way, towards the end you always feel like all it did was give you new ways to to commit suicide. I'm just kidding XD But love can bring you to a new low point in your life that nothing else can. Babi betul. Just when you had it all figure out, some motherfucker had to go and ruin it.
But then again, never regret something that made you once happy. Well, fuck them. You fucking regret it when it made you happy once, but misery for a long, long time, right? Thought so. Theres nothing wrong with feeling pure hatred towards that person. Especially when you know it was all his fault :D Haha! XOXO
Later~
In her,
-Naddy-
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